The Difference Between a Profession and a Hobby - 일과 취미의 차이

I didn’t always think golf was fun.

There was a time when golf felt more like pressure than joy.

While living in the United States, I played almost every day and spent a lot of time on the course. At one point, I decided to challenge myself and take the USGTF certification test. To pass the playing test, I needed to shoot 82 from the white tees in San Diego.

I shot 86.

Technically, passing the written exam would still have allowed me to receive the certification, but I felt disappointed. So I decided to try one more time.

I told myself I would make one more light attempt—and if it didn’t work, I would simply let it go.

But strangely, that second attempt became much heavier than I expected.

I practiced seriously.
I played several preparation rounds.
And when the actual test day came, my mental game completely fell apart.

I was too nervous.
I wanted to do well too much.
And suddenly, all the hidden weight inside golf came rushing toward me.

I played terribly.

It wasn’t as if becoming a professional meant everything to me.
It was simply one challenge I had decided to try.
But that experience taught me something important:

A hobby and a profession can feel completely different—even when they involve the exact same activity.

When something becomes connected to performance, qualification, or evaluation, it can begin to take away the simple joy that made us love it in the first place.

After that experience, I didn’t want to touch a golf club.

For almost five years, I stopped playing completely.

Even after moving to Jeju, I still stayed away from golf for quite a while.
Then the COVID period came, and suddenly there wasn’t much else to do.

So slowly, I returned.

But after five years away, something shocking happened.

The swing that once felt natural was gone.

Golf, which I used to play so well, suddenly felt impossible.
That frustration was intense.
Honestly, it felt like a nightmare.

I questioned whether I should continue at all.

But somehow, I kept practicing.

And now, something unexpected has happened.

I play better than before.

My short game feels more stable.
My driver feels freer.
Even my woods feel more reliable.

But more importantly, I feel more comfortable.

More peaceful.

And maybe that is the biggest difference.

Before, I was trying to master golf.

Now, I simply enjoy being with it.

That experience also changed the way I watch professional golf.

Now, when I watch tournaments, I can feel the players’ struggles much more deeply.

I understand how important a single stroke can be.
How one shot can change everything.
How much invisible pressure exists behind every swing.

People often say that golf is a mental game, but I think it is even more than that.

A golfer’s brain must endure tremendous pressure.

To stay calm while knowing that one small mistake can alter the entire outcome—
that requires extraordinary emotional strength.

Perhaps because I have felt even a small part of that pressure myself, I now watch professional players with much greater respect.

Golf taught me something beyond technique.

It taught me that when something we love becomes a duty, it can become heavy.
But if we are fortunate, time can return it to us—lighter, quieter, and even more meaningful than before.

Sometimes, stepping away is what allows us to come back differently.

And sometimes, we return not just better—

but freer. 

KR summary

같은 골프라도 취미로 할 때와 직업처럼 목표를 두고 할 때는 마음의 무게가 완전히 다르다는 것을 경험했다. 한때 부담 때문에 골프를 떠났지만, 다시 돌아온 후에는 예전보다 더 편안하고 자유로운 마음으로 더 잘 칠 수 있게 되었다. 이제는 선수들의 한 타, 한 타에 담긴 멘탈의 무게와 보이지 않는 노력까지 함께 느끼며 골프를 더 깊이 이해하게 되었다.

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